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Watched a movie the other day.

When the credit list rolls, and the vfx credit list appears, . seems to spaced out for a while.
It is just a job, they said, and I understand that.

At least there are good times that I will always remember, isn't it?  That's how it is going to be.

We moved on.

Pots and Life

Stayed home for 3 days by now.  I do felt a bit rotten, but, I actually don't have a lot of time.  Have to start my engine, be more discipline and keep on moving!

Oh, and at the moment, have the sudden interest in plants.  First try on the easiest plant to maintain, the "Money Plant".  It seems okay and alive.  Next target would be some mint, so I can make some mint tea :3

Back Home

Duck Egg Fried Kuey Teow.  Located at the corner lot kopitiam, same roll with Yamaha Music Centre at Jalan Kulim.  Open around 8pm (that's what my mum told me)

Some pics that I took while I was back home in Bukit Mertajam.  The last pic is the famous duck egg fried kuey teow!  Thanks to cx I finally found the new place where it moved to! YAY!  I seldom go back home nowadays after I started working but really, holiday at home is great :)

Skirts

Oh ya, "pants" as in long pants, not the short one :P

Music, music, music

-I had a little bit of down time when I was recovering from my illness, everthing felt so dull at that point of time. Good thing that it slowly faded off now.

-Tried to play more on the guitar. Need to be better. I think it's been a year already? Since I started picking back up this instrument. Somehow I still feel I am a noob in this.

-I told G, we were born with our voice which we cannot change. The only thing we can do is sing in a better way. Just sing with our heart.

-If life is being dull, we need to change our angle in seeing life.

Cause life won't change, if we never changed.

舍不得

I need to prepare myself to say goodbye to you

It has been great having you around for 3 years

I'll missed you dearly after you are gone, hope you will find a better owner in the near future

Something about life

If love is only a feeling,
then feeling is just some random cards you picked from a deck

Feeling is insignificant

We lived because we live
We are just random people among others
Nothing stops because one stopped
Everything else goes on

It is all insignificant
nothing is special

那一刻

今天原本应该很开心的去看电影。
怎知道，过了中午变得很不舒服，觉得很冷。
差一点就要倒地撞头，因为眼前开始发白了
还好撑了过来，晚上可有重头戏呐

总算看了Charlie St. Cloud,我第一部有份参与后期制作的电影
很幸运的，我的名字有被列入credit list里！
不过，看到自己名字出现，反倒没什么感觉
看到其他同事名字出现倒是很开心
大约很怪吧，好像叫我上舞台表演那么的别扭

多么希望我的lead也和我们一起见证那一刻
他应该会比我们还兴奋，然后以他那特别的笑声搞得大家也大笑起来

突然想起了那时候，第一次接真正的production时紧张得很小心翼翼的样子
一切好似变得很遥远

虽然参与的人不多，也并非什么庞大的电影制作
还是希望可以记住那一刻的感动
感谢一路帮助我走过来的人们
觉得多么的辛苦和压力
一切都是值得的

啦啦啦～

啦啦啦～要啦啦啦～

啦啦啦～要把自己锻炼得更简单些
啦啦啦～快乐才会多一些

不要想东又想西，呱呱呱
要不就快会脑残，哇咔咔

继续我的生活方式，没人干扰多悠闲
你吹我耐何啊～

(没什么相干的照片，各位将就下)

18SG

Have you ever been stared after giving your movie ticket to a ticket-collector?
And you were wondering are there something wrong with you?
Did you have something on ur face? Maybe some dirt? Or is he/she someone you knew?

And then you realised, he/she is guessing are you below 18 or not!
WHAT?!
WHAAAAT?!
=__=

Seriously, I never have any problem watching 18SG movies in my entire life...., well, untill today.
I'm like, "hey, do I really need to show you my ID????"
And there are a few seconds of silence in the air
"No need lar"

I'm so speechless, as I'm 7 years older than 18.
Should I be happy? That I actually look young? Or perhaps childish?
I really don't know @_@




This is how I wear today. I think the biggest problem is the helmet head!
Well, maybe the pink specs and garfield watch are crucial too.


Oh, I was watching "Piranha", good effect on the bitten skin and flash.
Typical story as usual.

夜

不知曾几何时，偶尔会有睡不着的夜
翻来覆去无数，总是无法进入梦乡去

我可以有梦么？
想看见外面宽阔的世界
嘴里叙述出他乡的语言
想要一间很简单的房子
拥有吉它三角钢琴鼓套
简简单单一些拍照器材

从前什么都想要

全部都想要拥有
现在什么都想要
可却都不想拥有

猫？

为什么“腐女”都喜欢猫？

那么，我是不是呢？

我觉得我应该像是“宅女”多一点吧。T___Tlll

萱

I remember I have searched for the meaning of my name "萱" in chinese dictionary. And it only stated it is some sort of plant. And I always wonder what kind of plant it is.

Today I tried to google it. And finally found out what it is. It is daylily! Such a surprise. I never knew it's lily! And the flower only bloom for just one day. I guess that's why it is called "day"lily.

Am happy to know that it is lily, because I do like them. They are very beautiful when they bloom, and they will be gone the next day.



That's all for this entry, time to sleep :)

Singapore Trip

Went to Singapore last month i think.
This time with train. Sleeper train!
Quite an experience, cannot really fall asleep as it stops at every station.
All of us hardly sleep well.
Well, except when we were going back to KL, because we are all exhausted.
Not sure if I wanted to take train to S'pore the next time anymore.

I like the bus there though, it's looooooong. Means can stuff more people in. HA!

Went to Pixar exhibition which has a lot of awesome sketches.

And we went to see the Merlion. I don't remember how it was like when I was 12.
But I refused to take any "tourist pics" with it. As everyone does that.
The weird building is the new casino in Singapore. It's very weird looking.

There you go, my 3rd trip to Singapore, in just one day.

不须要安慰

有时候，跌倒后不想让人看见
也不想要任何形式的安慰
就让她自己等待疼痛迹去

有些障碍，不懂几时才能够克服
在远方瞭望良久
等待着那天的到来

我们只是活着，只是简单的生活着

Just a rickshaw


Just the sun


Just one glimpse


Just one moment


Just another destination


Just simple, Just life

回来

九月十二号，从印度回来
丢掉一些过往，带回一些欲望
拖着超浓缩的小小行李箱，带着面罩
没人认得我
大约被同化了

回到来，不习惯家具的高度，一度以为自己又长高了

开始想念起那里的干酪
还有那里的天气
在那里生活极简，平时上班，周日出游
丢掉细腻的心，一个人可以过得很好，没有半点杂念

这是趟西游记，取了经，取了经验
回到来，往后还得默默耕耘，路长得很

这是段停顿的日子，没了感觉，没了情感
回到去，原来经已成为过往，完结了

杂乱的房间，有没有可能变得极简
应该丢弃的，是时候放开了

Past

When I turn my head around, look through the door
a song plays it's rhythm inside my head
I paused, and keep on living my life
But the rhythm never stops
The song brought along the person who was attached to it
Yellow shirt, with the cigarette smell
Unheard missed calls, with the taste of medicine
Pale face, with a sunny smile
It's a messed up life in the past
Life is not all that sweet

Let's smile

(Click into it to enlarge)

Let's put on smiles, to be happy
Let's celebrate the night, to be happy
Let's sing a song, to feel the cold wind blowing

Just put on your smiles,
you'll be happy





Inspiration came, it came from a chat I had past few days
Just a simple drawing

No matter how life turned out to be, we just need to put on smiles
It'll lit up the stars at night

After I drew then only realize that the 1st song in my blog playlist suits this drawing a lot

A song by Gary Go (Patrick Watson Cover)



A Great Escape

Bad day, looking for a way,
home, looking for the great escape.
Gets in his car and drives away,
far from all the things that we are.
Puts on a smile and breathes it in
and breathes it out, he says,
bye bye bye to all of the noise.
Oh, he says, bye bye bye to all of the noise.

Doo doo doo doo doo noo noo
Doo doo doo doo doo noo noo noo noo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo noo noo noo

Hey child, things are looking down.
That’s okay, you don’t need to win anyways.
Don’t be afraid, just eat up all the gray
and it will fade all away.
Don’t let yourself fall down.

Doo doo doo doo doo noo noo
Doo doo doo doo doo noo noo noo noo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo
Doo doo doo doo doo doo noo noo noo

Bad day, looking for the great escape.
He says, bad day, looking for the great escape.
On a bad day, looking for the great escape,
the great escape.




Perhaps it's the unconsciousness...

周日的画

姐姐，我还活着在画画
XD